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sitting at home watching a DVD
The girls are at their dads place
I like Tuesdays on my own
most weeks
But then sometimes I miss them
so much
They have another home
Another part of their lives
That I am not a part of
and it hurts...
Reflections of what has gone by
hope for what is to come
Stuck somewhere in the middle...
like a tug-o-war pulling in
opposite directions
trying to find a balance
of what to hold onto and what to let go...
one... day... at... a... time...
Love Nel xx
Just to let you know I haven't gone into hibernation again... my computer has crashed (unfixable!!!!) so I am borrowing Beck's to send a quick post.
The girls are back and had a fantastic time away with their Dad. I am SO glad to have them home after 3 weeks away. I was hanging out for a hug from them and was generously rewarded with lots of hugs at the airport (especially from Coco, at 11 yrs old she missed her mummy).
I am going away for the weekend for my mother's 70th birthday. What a milestone... 18 years ago she suffered a massive heart attack and died in the ambulance but was revived at hospital. She then underwent heart bypass surgery 2 years later. It will be a wonderful celebration for her with family and friends. The only thing I'm not so sure about is it's a surprise. I told Dad he'd better stand behind her in case she falls over from the fright!!!
Anyway, it's late and I have to drive 4 hours tomorrow to get to Mum's and 4 hours home again on Sunday so I'm off to bed.
Have a wonderful weekend,
Love Nel xx
